August 8th, 2025

I'm so grateful for so many people and things. I want to tell them but time is finite & space is necessary. This is one of the reasons why I know making music is one of my life purposes, I need to preserve these feelings in songs. THEN RELEASE THEM! I will. The publishing process for the Castle Kid book is going to start very soon, I forget how important that is. House Party Hotline constantly needs new events so that's a big thing to maintain. I also feel like I need to make more videos, everyday I feel like my voice is necessary in multiple topics. It feels a bit narcissistic writing that out but I got the proof to back it up, all I gotta do is make the videos conveying my ideas in a digestible way. What I realize is that the most digestible way to express these thoughts is probably through music, then I can just make videos for that music.

I acknowledge there's a lot of tragedy and challenges in this world but my brain is nonstop focused on the wonders of today. Since I created something like House Party Hotline, I am constantly thinking that I don't do enough with the hotline because there's an infinite amount of fun possibilities to do with it. Creating fun & comforting experiences is my life purpose. I feel like I haven't done it enough. I know that creating music will lead me to where I want to go.

Shoutout to everyone in Chicago, you are the largest source of energy contributing to my positive feelings.

One of my favorite recent thoughts was realizing that I should just write songs that describe my life right now and the people that are in it.


July 28th, 2025

I saw a post today where someone asked an AI what it thinks the best human experiences are. The first answer it gave was "falling in love" with a brief description. I thought that was pretty cool because I'm like yeah falling in love is a pretty dope experience, possibly the best, it gave other good answers too. I couldn't help but also think to myself, as I do with any statement, who is the speaker? Since it was an AI, I asked myself what are some of the best human experiences an AI wouldn't think to mention. I thought of so many little sensory experiences. Sitting down after a long day, or just sitting down outside, in July, listening to birds, or whatever it is I'm hearing right now. If you look at the internet you can really only percieve humans from the perspective of their relationship to other humans, the internet is built on human connections so that's what you're percieving. By default we have a relationship with everything in our reality, ourselves included.

Thinking about balance.



July 7th, 2025

Yikes, I think is website kinda looks like crap. I explain the layout at the bottom if you're curious.

LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD.

I feel behind on many things. There will be new music in 2025. I really feel like the world needs it. House Party Hotline has been doing it's thing though. I don't have any pets, but I do take care of the hotline.